Everything to be in a sorted manner and to remember everything is quite difficult, but I should start the writings and matter would start to come to my mind I think.
So till 3rd class, I was there where my father did his job. Then he got a transfer to a remote area so we came back to our hometown. I had done some schooling in class 4th and then when it was said to me that we are going to leave that place, it was a full of feelings moment for me. I was not told everything clear.
When we reached home, I was free of any school or anything. It was like a holiday session for me.
But I till that time had started to take some interests in family affairs by my side. I came to know that my father has not been allocated a new place yet and we were somewhat sort on economic side too. I had the tendency to get tensed easily, and mom used to convince me. Butr I never worked on my character defects and they have grown. Now also sometimes I feel these kind of emotional fatigues but now I have one more bad side, I can't that easily put my trust on somebody in order to feel better.
I remember when we came home, my elder brothers went to talk to a truck owner, negotiate with him and set the deal to transport us to our hometown along with our all of belongings. I was also with them, and came to know by their talks that they had made a good fair deal. I was always impressed with my heroes, my elder brothers.
After a month I had to go to school, I was always somewhat loving towards rides, far places etc I think.
I choose the school that was farthest from home. Well there were other reasons also, as one of my best knowers then and now, my nephew was reading there. And another nephew, many years older, was teaching there. And also my eldest brother had passed from that school.
I used to pick the bus after walking for some 200 meter walk to the main road from my home. Later on this became my time for buying all shitty stuff and sometimes bluffing about missing the bus, or bunking etc.
But in class 4th, there were 3-4 more peoples besides me who use to take bus from there. One was in class 1st, and one was my classmate and his brother also read in same school 2 classes ahead. I developed a very strong bonding with that friend in due course of my schooling and also I used to visit his home and he used to come to mine.
But I had a character defect of getting angry early when things were not coming to my side.
This led me to several quarrels with my family and my friends, I was also very cunning. I had no quarrels with the strong persons or with those who I didn't knew, but always used to get angry on peoples whom I knew would forgive me the next moment. I was an emotional blackmailer.
