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Thursday, November 2, 2017

About myself in these few years

Hello all. This is my personal post. Means personal in the sense that I am writing about myself a little. It all started in 1994 as I was born. I took my initial education upto class 3rd at a place in nainital district. There I lived with my family in rented room. My hometown is Pithoragarh and I was born here. I read from class 4th to 12th here. The name of school was Maharishi Vidya Mandir. Here too I made a lot of friends some of them well many of them meet me now a days too. I was a good guy so always in cool mode. But after class 8th I started taking some poisonous substances that would have surely sooner or later effected my health. So after 12th I decided to join a costly private engineering college but my full concentration there was on masti and getting laid by substances all day long. Time came when I realised that I have lost much and now I must leave the college. But I never stopped and for next some years I continuously made myself an more dangerous addict. Accidents and faults happened and I think I am over it just by grace of the world that they let me too. I failed in my another graduation programme too. Well I disrespected studies at that point of my life and it let me roaming that bad way a few years ahead too. Then the time came for real suffering and I just went mad screaming and sometimes being over angry and hurting my parents physically and mentally. Then I went to some little paid job but the negative thing was I never stopped my addict habits.
I had few breakdowns there too. After all a positive thing happened and I chose a rehab center and lived for 6 months there. There I found that god is with me that took away my negativity for life. I had also tried a few attempts for giving up life previously. But then I become a changed man. But after coming back to my home in a few days I was back taking the things no matter how they hurt me in the past. Addiction is a sure disease that continues to haunt... But my ways were now positive and now one year after all this I have finally quit all my habits, old thinking and now decided to live in a good way.,as i've seen my surroundings do... Its been a fantastic support by all of the people and now i decide not to look back........ Let god be with you... He will take all your pains and sufferings. Ohm.

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